Your fight to stay even is actually an effort in progression because you are not going backwards. It is worth all of the thought and energy you expend to right yourself. This is not a time when you should give up the fight. To do so would mean certain defeat. Stand strong and unwavering in these uncertain times. Romans 4:20-22 He did not waver at the promise of God through unbelief, but was strengthened in faith, giving glory to God, and being fully convinced that what He had promised He was also able to perform. And therefore "it was accounted to him for righteousness."